You are probably going to read this and think 'what an idiot' but please read on anyway lol. Basically I have had a friend for about 4 years now we were seeing each other a few years back, it didn't work out really so long story short we stayed great friends. We quite literally know everything there is to know about each other. There is no secrets at all. We talk about every last detail of our lives together.
On the other hand of our friendship we have always had sexual tension between us and have throughout the years when were both single still had a sexual relationship. Anyway to the point, I recently set him up with one of my friends. She isn't his usual type but that isn't abad thing so I thought she would be good for him. Now they have gone out on a couple of dates and all of a sudden really upset by it. I have regretted setting them up, I feel fuming when I know they are together and am dreading the day I hear they have slept together. I have even been crying about it. My whole belly had been churning at the thought of it and I am SO CONFUSED.
What does this mean? Do I actually like him and never realised it before? I cant work out why the hell this is hurting so much unless I actually was in love with him or something and didn't even realise it. Please is any body has been through this before or has any advice then pass it on because I don't know what to do.
I know I am going to start getting angry with him and he wont understand why and its just going to start getting really complicated