So, I have been with this guy for 10 months. I generally enjoy my time with him, especially when we're intimate, but I find myself getting more and more bothered by some of the comments that he makes towards others. He has a habit of saying things that make him seem aloof or unempathetic (he himself said to me months ago that he really doesn't have empathy for people, but that I'm an exception). Truth be told, I don't think that he has ever said anything unempathetic to my problems, but he has on occasion said things regarding others, and to others, that make him seem somewhat aloof. Whenever they happen, they stick with me. Here are some:
On one of our first dates, we sat down to eat in a restaurant, and he immediately was rude to the waitress. I don't remember exactly what he said, but I remember being mortified and looking away. I think he was trying to be funny, but it didn't work.
More recently, when we were in the parking lot of a store, loading the car, a couple high school-aged girls came up to us and asked us to donate to a summer camp that they were a part of. They had a binder and some trinkets that they were offering; it at least seemed legit. Anyway, we said that we didn't have any money, but then my boyfriend threw in that he "helps the world with science" (he's a chemistry Ph.D. student, I'm a chemical engineering Ph.D. student). I told him after that that he sounded aloof, and he agreed.
Yesterday, then, he told me that he was going to start meeting with a student from his class on a regular basis. He has said that he refuses to meet with students outside of regular office hours, but that this girl had issues that made her an exception. The student apparently is not good in science but made the switch because she was inspired by a family member. Anyway, at some point, he referred to the student as an "idiot," which he later rephrased to "ignorant" (of the subject matter of the class). I talked to him about that too, and he said that he is not in graduate school to teach...which I suppose is true, but the word "idiot" stuck with me.
There have been other instances.
Anyway, when we are romantic, things are good, but when I am not with him, I don't generally miss him a whole heck of a lot, and when I am with him in a non-romantic context, he often bugs me by talking about his chemistry at a high level of detail, to the point of drawing figures on restaurant placemats. I wonder if the things that he says are causing this. He has been good to me and helped me through my problems, but...I don't know. I don't feel like I love him as much as I should, and I don't know if I can see myself staying with him forever. It's weird because it goes from one extreme to the other, but maybe I enjoy being with him sexually because I would enjoy being with a lot of people sexually, regardless of their personalities.
This was a rambling post, but my question is this: how do you think it might be best for me to try to forget the things that he says? Should I call him on his aloofness every time it comes up? I know that you can't really change a person, but...if you were in my situation, and you were bothered by some of his remarks, what would you do?
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To summarize: Boyfriend can be admittedly unempathetic or aloof. It often comes out when he talks to others or about others. I am unsure of how to handle it because I feel like I am overly bothered by it.