Hi,
It is the first time that I ever had sex with someone and she has had sex with many other people. 9 months into the relationship I am starting to mind that she had sex with other people.
I feel that I am losing as she has done it with other people before.
What is even more odd is that the men that she had been with, are literally related to my family members. Like she did with a police before and that my family has a police officer. And that she did it with a Malaysia which parent have had the title of datuk and that my family also has an uncle with the title of datuk.
What's more is that the people she did with makes me feel that it's related to my family and all of her past is chewing me up. I have a feeling that my family caused all these issues. I also mind that she had done it with other people before.
All of this is chewing me up everytime I talk it her.
How do I get over it? I feel that my ego hasn't won at all and that she isn't mine.
On the other hand she treats me very well. And treats me well and buys me lots of gifts and I don't want to part with her. How do I get over it?