I've been in a same sex relationship for five years now, and up until this point have had no issue being entirely faithful.
I would really really love to hook up with a man.
I realize how it could shred my relationship, and do not wish to do such a thing.
I need a solution. Especially because its come to me thinking of secretly cheating and never saying it.

We've tried all kinds of toys, and even setting up threesomes, but it is NOT the same.

I really don't know what to do at this point.
Any advice is welcome.

I do not want to break up my relationship, and yes we have discussed opening our relationship however it is not a good time to do that now.
What do i do?