Too scared for love.

[Kellyh__14]

Hi,

I'm a girl and just turned 18. I have been in love with a guy for over 2 years now. I have never had such feelings for someone, I actually never had a real relationship. The reason why; I am so scared to have a relationship. Like really scared. I'm scared for a lot of things that have to do with relationship. First of all the relationship itself, because I never had a real relationship. But I'm also scared of dating because I never know what to say. I can't keep a conversation going, like with no one and it freaks me out, because I have such strong feelings, but when the moment arrives that I can finally talk to him, I get scared and can barely talk.. I seriously don't know what to do.. I have always wanted to tell him but then I get scared that he will not Feel the same, I also don't kniw how to tell him. I'm also scared like I said for the relationship.. I hope someone understands what I mean.. I need advice from someone.. What can I do to not be that scared?

[smackie9]

Has he asked you out yet?

[Kellyh__14]

Has he asked you out yet?

Once, but we never actually did go out..