hey everyone,
I'm new here and I would like to share my story here, for if everyone had kinda the same experience..
So, 2 years ago, my ex, who I dated for a year left me suddenly via sms. Long story short, he probably stopped loving me. And 4 or 5 months later, not sure, he started dating another girl. And some days ago, I checked his Instagram, something I never did these 2 years and it looks like he has ANOTHER girl.
The thing is, I'm not entirely over him. I mean, of course the feelings I had on the recent break up are not the same as the ones I have now, I feel wayyyy more better, but the thought of him is still there. And it's not a thought of loving him, it's a thought that makes me feel bad cause he moved on waaaayyyy quicker than me, and he already had his life made with another girl 2 times... for the love of god I feel so stupid, I keep on trying to "heal" with self help articles and that dumb shirt and it doesn't help!!!!!! it's just bullsh*t
every time I decide I won't think of him anymore, that thought makes my stomach sick again and I, again catch myself thinking about everything and over analyzing
have one of you had some experience like this? I feel really misunderstood by friends/family...
thanks for reading!