I'm reaching out here and I'm hoping that someone can help me. There is this guy I have had feelings for a long time over a year and I can't get over him. He's my co worker and we have a strict no dating co worker policy at my work. However he's not interested in me so I'm not worried about breaking policy. I don't know why I keep holding on. I have no friends, no one to help me get with my problem. But sometimes the things he does, I wonder if he is interested in me...
-a beautiful slow dance at our Christmas party
-going for drinks every two weeks
-catching his eye across the room when he watches me
There was a moment when I swore he was gonna kiss me, but I was probably imagining things. He leaned over and whispered bye in my ear instead after drinks one afternoon at work.
Please, please help me!