Confused

[konviction]

First off, I'm not entirely sure where to post this; because I need both male and female advice on this. Mostly female tho, because I can't understand the situation that's come up.
Secondly, I'm probably gonna repeat myself to much.

Alright, me and my ex broke up seven months ago, she started dating another one of her ex's three or so days after the initial break-up. Over the last couple months she's sent me mixed signals that I'm not sure what to make of. One day she hates me, then doesn't talk to me for a few days/weeks. Then I get comfortable not associating with her, and out of the blue she comes back with "I miss you, and need to talk to you." She says she loves the guy she's with, but to me I think she's lying. I could be wrong, and I could just be taking everything way out of proportion, but that's way I feel.

Anyways, a few days ago she messages me and says she wants to come up, and I was drinking that night, so I figured, what hell; why not. She gets up here, and is totally unresistant to anything I tried to do. She took the bottle that I had and put in her coat and turned around like she knew I was gonna walk up behind her and try to get it back; which I did.

I went into the living room because I could feel tears coming on, and I didn't want her to see, but she followed me in anyways. After she noticed I was crying she wiped the tears off my face and kissed me. I was kinda thrown back by it, and I didn't exactly know what to say, but she was looking at me after like she did back when we were together.

The next day she tells me that she can't come up anymore, because she lied to her current boyfriend(who called while she was here I may add), and then she comes up with saying something about her having fun and living life the way she wants it, but she feels like she's living a lie. I'm not sure if that's a hint that maybe she really does miss me, and wants me back, but she's afraid that if she does that, it might be to late and I'll already be gone.

I've told her that I'd take her back in a heartbeat, because honestly, I'm in love with her and I don't want any body else but her. She made me feel like a person when she was around.

Now, after all that happened, I've constantly been thinking about her. I want her back more then anything. If I had to kill someone to prove it to her, believe me I would. There's just something about her that's got me hooked.
I know, you're probably thinking; "It's been seven months, just get over her already." But the harder I try to do that, the more I miss her.

What I want to know, does she miss me, does she want me back. I can't figure this out for the life of me, so any help would be greatly appreciated.

[konviction]

Don't leave me hanging here people, this is important.

[Only-virgins]

Please do not ever tell a girl that you will take her back anytime no matter what. This just puts her on a power trip and if she does want to come back all you did was buy her extra time (at least by her logic).