Help needed plz

[young_love12]

My boyfriend and I have had a really rocky relationship from the start. We have been together for over a year and a half.
But now I just get more and more confused each day.
We have been living together for almost a year now, and things haven't gotten any easier. We share everything, including friends and family. For awhile now, I've been messing up more and more.
In the beginning of our relationship, I cheated on him, and lied. He forgave me, but it happened again. Now eight mistakes and several broken hearts later, I just wish the past had never happened.
He has stayed with me through everything, and I can't stress enough how much we do love each other...the only problem is, I know I'm not good for him. Despite everything we've been through, everyone knows he's happier now...which definitely says a lot. I'm no longer concerned about myself...just him. I tried breaking it off a few months ago, but neither of us thought it was for the best, even days later and so we wound up back together. I've tried to be a better person since then...but I've made just more mistakes.
So many things in our lives would change if we broke up...and it worries me it wouldn't be for the best. I know I'm through lying, but I always keep trying not to cheat either.
I need to know whether I should forget everything, and try to make us work...or just try to move on with my life, and hope he does the same.

[xxazurexx]

I think that if you keep on having a desire to cheat/are cheating and you cannot trust yourself to alter your ways for the better, a committed relationship should be the last thing you are in. Selfish people who tend to put their own wants and needs first and despite who it may hurt, are better off being alone.

And if you truly loved this guy, you would have eyes for no other guy but him.

I think you should let him go and to find someone, who deserves him.

He will get over you eventually.