I don't know what to do. how to feel..

[kaydi]

Hi! so I have a boyfirend.. i think.. it happened while we were in high school. I'm in college now by the way. We were actually good friends. I somewhat always act as one of the boys so everything that my friends do to me don't have any malice in my point. He casually pinch my arm and my cheeks which was okay. but then, when we reached our last year of high school he started to caught my attention. He frequently pinches me and sits beside me from time to time. He buys my only friend chocolate wafers even though they're not that close. onetime we had a school trip and he wanted to sit beside me so I let him. at the ride back home, almost everyone was asleep, we weren't. he secretly slid his pinky through my pinky finger and held it through the whole trip.

the sweetness continued until we graduated. by that time we were texting eachother good mornings and good nights. Being a Filipino, we girls like being courted. but this time I didn't. He just asked me if i was his girlfriend. i said that i don't know. a few day later he told me to pick a date and so i did. after that i realize that that was our anniversary date. so does that mean that we're a couple?

a month has passed and we're secretly dating. we both wanted our relationship to be legal so he opened it up to his parents first. And guess what. his mother doesn't like me and the other members of the family do. his mom told him that if he sees me again he would bang my head on a wall or a big stone. after that, I was afraid to tell my parent about him because I'm pretty sure they would just break us apart If they know that his mom doesn't like me.

we still kept on dating until now and I don't know what to do. should I break up with him even though I really love him or should we just continue what we started.