Hi.. Im 21 years old girl.. Nd im engaged.. I love my fiance alot like crazies.. The reason for early engagmnt is that we loved ech other and our parents were happy too... But recently in july,2016. I had strange kind of feelings and thoughts tht directly impacted my daily life. I came to knw it was som3 anxiety attacks. I had a hard experience facing my illness. Before that i was a happy girl i never got aggressive my heat was satisfied with everything in my life. But this anxiety thing completely changed me i became sad nd kept on thinking tht i ws going to die. I could not sleep ouldn't even laugh or smile. Even if my fiance talked to me i felt too bad about myself. He is way too nice anyone can think. He supported me alot and stood by my side and helped me cover my panic. Now im alot better than before but.. I fight with him now even on little things :-( he has joined university now so he cant give me proper time that makes me more depressed and aggressive. I dont have mch activities that keeps me busy. Unfortunately, few opportunities for girls here in Pakistan. I dont wanto fight with him but at that time i have no control on my feelings. He asks me tgat what has happened to you, you were not like this before!

What should i do to maintain my normal healthy life again