I had no proof of her cheating, but I just knew it. I therefore told her that I was done with her, FOR EVER.
Yet you went back and ****ed her again because you missed your plane?
Whatever. I'll let other placate you but from where I'm sitting, none of what you're saying is consistant. "Who got emasculated in this story?" Was the question. The bottom line is: Who really cares? You certainly shouldn't.
Next time don't miss your plane and just leave FOR EVER instead of coming back and getting a leg over after telling someone you broke up with them.
“The willingness to accept responsibility for one’s own life is the source from which self-respect springs.” ~Joan Didion