So me and my girlfriend have been together for 2 years now. And the past few months have felt really strange.. We have a strong connection and we're together every day but i felt something different the past few months.. I've got a problem with snooping on her messages and its because she acts like everything is okay when its really not. I only do it when i feel like something is up because she will never tell me..
Last year she left me for 2 weeks out of nowhere i woke up one day to her saying I'm moving out.. 2 weeks gone by and we're back together again.. but again this past few months have felt really weird so i checked her facebook messages today and it turns out shes been planning to move away from me like out of state across the country and back with her mom within the next month or 2. I had no idea.. It's so weird i bought her flowers a few days ago she was so happy.. the past few days shes been clingy to me i know she loves me and i love her.. But after reading that message that shes planning to leave me it all feels fake now.. i dont know how to approach this situation.. shes already super **** at me for snooping on her messages in the past.. I really don't want to bring this up to her it will cause a fight.. I don't know what to do but i know our relationship is coming to an end probably by the end of september.. It's sad because I've never done anything wrong to her ive always treated her with tons of love and we always have fun.. It's so sad that i will be losing my best friend.. ;'( how do i approach this situation what do i do!!
Right now i think I'm going to just ignore her.. I was supposed to go over her house tonight and hang out but i am staying home, i don't even want to talk to her and i feel like i should be the one who breaks up with her.
I'm not letting her destroy my heart again out of no where.
But please give me advice, this is really painful i really love her and i thought everything was okay.. just like last time when she woke me up saying shes moving out.. everything was fine and then BAM stab you through the heart.. i hate that.. If you're moving away and leaving me i would rather want to know in time so i can have time to get over this.. Instead of just dropping that bomb on me out of the blue.. that hurts the most.. I'm glad and sad at the same time that i read her messages today because now i can prepare.