> im still a collage student
Making collages can be lots of fun. Just use magazine pictures and such.
> She calls me in an annoying rate
So you're charging her for this? Is this legal? Sorry, I'm just joking.
> and wants a reply or respond like ASAP,
That's rude of her.
> Maybe time changes a person but i don't really feel that i love her the way i did few years back,
Well yes, but some people take a LOT of time to change. Sounds like she was raised to be rude and bossy. You can do better. Life is too short to put up with someone rude and bossy. If you have no money, if she really cared about you, she would pay for your trips together. She's is not treating you like a person, she's treating you like a pet to be controlled. You can find much nicer people out there.
I have a long time interest in psychology, specializing in relationship dynamics for 30 years.
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