Alright well it really kind of hurts when you feel like your unimportant ya know? Like the person you really like and want to be with says they like you and that they wanna be with you too but yet they don’t call when they say they will, they dnt “ttyl” ever they don’t make even a small effort to make plans to see you...yea that hurts. it hurts when they’re always “busy” and never can make time for you, don’t text you for all week then when you txt him and he tells me it was because he was busy and forgot wow definitely on the back burner it hurts even more when that person is taken and they’re doing this behind their boyfriends back instead of just being open about it and breaking up with his boyfriend it hurts when he says he no longer feels so strongly towards him yet doesn’t end the relationship. it hurts when you’re on the phone with him and he talks shit about his boyfriend and is sweet to you but yet he doesn’t make an effort or try to break up with him to be with you or see you,,, it hurts when he sees his friends every single day at school and he rather spend his weekends with them than spend one day of the week with me. It hurts when you try to make them like you and talk to them and force yourself to not hurt because they pretty much kind of ignore your existence knowing you like them. It hurts when they don’t realize this and think they’ve done nothing wrong without putting themselves in your position to try to see where your coming from and to try to see how hard you’ve really fallen for them. It hurts when you kiss and know he has a boyfriend that he hasn’t or I don’t think he plans on breaking up with. it hurts when I know he’s been with this other guy for 5 months and that he has the nerve and audacity to kiss someone else and flirt behind his back. It hurts that I know he may do the same to me. It hurts to not talk to him and wait for him because you’ve fallen for him. It hurts when you know he’s a liar and can’t help it. Because no matter what you’ll still like him.
WHAT SHOULD I DO???