my first mistake was when i was sixteen, like the average girl i liked someone, hard. I had i so bad for this guy, that i an outspoken person, was tongue-tied. I was so in love with him that i couldn't do anything about it, at least i didn't know how to. So i did nothing. I did absolutely nothing about my first love. I tried, but i was too scared to act. Im usually not afraid to let people know what i want, now im not afraid to let someone know i want them. I even told that guy that i was so in love with, how i felt (years later)
Now i just make idiot mistakes, like, "why the **** did i like a jacka** like him again". And, "what the h#$$ was i thinking". because i am the type of person to date my friends. me and my last boyfriend were friends and we both joke with each other, that was a mistake that should never be spoken of again. I often make mistakes like this, but im learning, starting with never date friends. and guys younger than me.