Hi guys, these is my story.
Wen i was 17 (im 24 now) i met an ugly girl, she asked me to go out ant i sayed yes (in that moment i never had a gf, so i was kind of disperate). We went out for a few months and then i broked up whit her because i just didint like her. A few weeks later i kind of miss her so we got back together.
We where together for two years, i was ok but i never felt the "butterfyes" on my stomach. Because of that i just sayed to my self "well, if i dont love her then i must dump her", after saying that to my self i just started to cry, i just couldnt understand what the hell was happening to my. After that i didint live her, i gave her and me another chanse. I discovered that i felt in love whit her little by little and i just were not capable to understand it. I started to see her preatyer, beautyfull. I sayed to my self "she is a present from heaven". I just dont want to loose her not because im used to be whit her, but because i want to live and die whit her. We never get borred, sex is always great and every day is like we are growing like a couple. She is someone that with just a hug...makes me fill like in home.
6 years has passed and i now im happy about making the decission of make another try.
My question is: Are butterflyes necessari for love?. Because that is my issue, i use to feel butterflyes for other girls but i never knew them, i just "felt in love" without knowing those girls (i was a teen, like 14 years old).
Thanks a lot and sorry for my inglish.
PS: It is not a psicological issue, it is not that i deppend on her or im just pity for her, im sure of that because i enjoy being whit her, but these thot is killing me.
PS2: I use to hace ocd, just for in case, jeje.