okay, ive been dating this girl for neaely a year and a month, weve dont everthing together basically through it all we fell for each other and became close friends, it was unlike anything i had before. we trusted each other with our lives. as it went on and on we almost began to spend every day with each other and we loved it. sure we had our fights but it didnt matter they meant nothing because we just looked at each other and new we loved one and another more then anything, now i go away for three days and she starts to hang with this new friend of hers, she doesnt have much friends she basically gave them all up for me, idk why she did this because i have plenty of friends, shes like become one of them into my group of friends, well like i said i go away and everythings been perfect even the first night im gone. then she hangs with this girl and immidietaley everything changes, she comes back tries to pretend like nothings wrong, but i can tell for some reason shes thinking about ending it, we lay together in my bed and fool around a little, shes the one who instigated it not me, i was still stressed from the two days before. after she lays in my arms and starts to ask me all these crazy questions, like do u ever wonder what it be like to be single, what it be like if we never went out, i just say yeah i know what being singles like and i chose to be with u this long for a reason, she keeps going i say hey listen do u want to be in this relationship? do u lile being with me? do u love me? in a nice way because this has already gone onfor about an hour. she says yes to everything but lays in my arms and does the same questioning again. then she begins to say i dont know is ut really worth it if we break up next year anyway, "ill be going to college", i say all i know is i love you and id rather be here with you then any other place right now.. and she keeps going not ending it until she breaks down and sobs on my chest for about 15 minuets, shes hysterical. i get up holding back tears and say i love you and you know i wanna e with you. but you got alot on your mind you gotta sort out, give me a call and will hang when u got it all fogured out, i love you. i offer her a ride she declines and walks to "think" i drive to my dads an begin to burst into tears. it wa just so unexpected. she texts me later saying shes still walking, and calls me saying that hes going to sleep and wanted to say good night. i didnt respond to the call or the text. i asked my dad and he thinks shes playing mind games. i kinda hope hes right because id hate to lose the person i love and have spent almost every day with for almost a year amd a month in a blink of an eye