My ex and i broke up about 8 months ago because of me, i needed time and i wasn't feeling good about the relationship and i hurted him too much. He was destroyed, he asked me for a second chance several times and promised me everything for make me falling in love again, but i always said it was not the moment. I thought i was happy without him, just living my life.. but a month ago, i started to miss him, he didn't talk to me so nice as he used to, and we small talked, also he started putting status on his fb apparently about a new girl. So i decided to do something before i could lose him. I asked him to see a movie together but he answered me he had a new girlfriend (his bestfriend!), i literally broke down. He called me to explain me everything (which no one does somehitng like that) and even though i was mad and hung up the phone.
A week later i asked him to meet to talk. I told him all the truth, that i miss him, love him and all that stuff. He told me he couldn't just wait for me all life, and so he moved on. And even though he still loves me, he needs to heal a lot of wounds that i cause him. So basically he told me that even though he wasn't closing me the door, he wasn't open it either, he's happy with her and wants me to be too, so he said i can always count on him and always have a place in his heart but now he can only offers me a friendship..
But, what should i do? wait for him? (i told him that) and i feel he kind of deserves it for everything i did to him.. or just let things happen? But i dont wanna do this, i'm afraid he forgets about me with her, and the worst she's his best friend! that terrifies me! and knowing he still loves me in some way makes me wanna do something! Helppp I loved him too much, we last almost 3 years