Soo today was a start of a new period of therapy I am actually not happy that it have went so far but I set up some weeks and under these weeks I will tell everything and then just go on until all this is put aside. From my therapist perspective I should cintact my cousim sometime in late feb to early mars but I dont know if I am ready to talk with her.
Instead of taking risks of messing the whole relationship I have right now explained simple and detailed without breaking my gf's heart that I want a 2-3months of frezze between us, good thing she actually understood so right now all focus is on the therapy and I actually dont know what to expect hopefully something better than last time.
Now I want to thank you all for the advices and I will start helping others even thought I am not a expert I still can many things. Might get a favorite forum.
Actually my therapist said that I should find a new hobby and try something new so what better way isn't than starting to draw Graffiti and I am actually enjoying it really really so much that I have forgotten to play video games(one of my biggest hobby).
This day was really relaxing and right now there doesn't seem to be anything that will stop the medication process and I changed my mind after this day about the therapy its actually going great lets just hope it stands that way throughout these weeks.
Thanks again for all your advices
Last edited by DavidDeAnge; 04-01-11 at 12:16 AM.
I never forget someone and never wants to hurt someone either THAT IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE MY NATURE