Im 20 and was with a girl for 5 months. We were happy and in love until 3 weeks ago when we broke up. We managed to sort that out and get back together within 3 days. But yesterday 3 weeks later she told me things just arent the same and she wants to end it again. She was very harsh and cold towards me this time. I have a bad history of depression and have been suicidal until i got with her. Now im broken hearted alone and trying desperately to find reasons to live. I know this wont last forever but its while i do feel like this that i need the help. Any advice from anyone would be so so appreciated