I love this girl and can't move on, but now she won't talk to me!

[Benson_Guitar]

Thank you.

[Spring Haze]

I can’t live without this girl...

if it doesn’t amount to anything…at least no one will get hurt and we can go our separate ways.

There is no way you can go your separate ways if you believe that living without her is an impossibility.

Leave her alone. You dug your own grave. Stop sending her text messages, stop deluding yourself by holding onto the belief that convincing her to meet is realistic. Get your bipolar under control, talk to a therapist. This behavior is not healthy, you are on the way to becoming a stalker. Respect what she wants.

[MerryH]

I don't want to be creepy.

Then don't be that guy who can't get it through his head that she doesn't want you. There is absolutely nothing in your posts that suggests she might want to give you another chance. You've been pretty weird with her. Get your disorder under control before you even think of dating anyone. You owe it to yourself and any potential girlfriends. You don't want to keep doing the same weird stuff, right?