For all of you who know my background information ([URL=http://www.loveforum.net/t5472-love-help.html]http://www.loveforum.net/t5472-love-help.html [/URL]) - here is the note I gave to my ex on Friday. It was very hard for me to do, but it had to be done in order for me to move on with a happy new life.
If you want to see the note, click the image to read it.
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Since I write bad, I will just type what it says:
She gave the note back to me and it read (at the top):
Hey,
listen - this was the hardest choice i've ever made. I still love you and probably always will. I want a good friendship, but you barely want anything to do with me. I want you in my life more than ever, but you don't want to be. I came to the conclusion that I don't want you to talk to me anymore, not even come around me. You make me so happy when we talk and even that little effore of you coming over to my house last week, made me feel a little happy. But that is where I am weak. And that little happiness makes me think of you when I have free time or my mind starts to wander and I miss all the fun we had and it just makes me so depressed knowing that the girl I first loved and had so much fun wants nothing to do with me. Your just so cute & sweet and din't really deserve anything I ddi to you. You have no idea how many times i've wanted to call you, but couldn't, because I know I would just annoy you or make things worse. I'm sorry and I will always have feelings for you. I believe this is one of few notes filled with my emotions and no jokes.
Your ever-lasting friend,
Frank
P.S.: If you want to talk you can come over today before I go to work.
Also - can you please give this note back to me, I just want to keep it. Thanks.
One thing before any of you reply to this:I'm sorry 2
(heart) Love always, Jerica (heart)
BE NICE please.
I'm still very emotionally weak over this whole situation. I still have deep feelings for this girl and I love her so much still. She will be my first love and my first sexual partner ever and for those both I will never forget her and will always think of the times we had. Please be nice, if your not going to be, at least make the post humourous, I can take cruel jokes, not cruelity in general. Thanks.
-Laguna
(Frank)