Originally Posted by
emmmz
I do accept him for who is, that's why i love him so much and want to be with him.... And what he said when he was drunk i don't know if he really meant it or not, but usually when your drunk you say what you really feel.
I know in the past it seemed that i complained a lot and was always thinking negative and like sulking but i learned my lesson and i just want him to see and show him that i'm not holding a grudge on him, i love him for who he is.
Have you forgotten 'beer goggles'? How alcohol can make an unattractive person look better? Alcohol skews our reality.
And no, you haven't learned your lesson because you were at him the day after the night where you were drunk. "what is your problem...why are you ignoring me....if you're going to treat me like this.....I don't pay bills for random people...." That was some serious whining and bitchin right there. You demonstrated that you haven't changed.
Never regret anything that has happened in your life. It cannot be changed, forgotten or undone. So, take it as a lesson learned and move on.