I think I'm depressed!

[Gigabitch]

Well, of course you don't feel "normal". You aren't. Your life is not that of the average 16-year-old.

I know a little bit about where you're coming from. When I was your age, the track coach tried to scout me for the cross-country team because I was skinny and had long legs. I was skinny, in part, because we didn't have a lot of food around because my family was poor too. I didn't join the track team. Why? There was no way in hell my parents were going to buy me running shoes.

I don't know what will work for you, but what worked for me was the school drama department. Being in school plays was free, so it was perfect for my budget, and it provided lots of social opportunities. Could you do something like this?

As for the two people who you think hate you, don't worry about them. Here's a quote from shitmydadsays.com: "Don’t focus on the one guy who hates you. You don’t go to the park and set your picnic down next to the only pile of dog shit."

[wxdrumsftw]

Like I said before, my school doesn't seem to take anything really seriously. I've never done drama so I don't know, but it seems like it's just training for actual drama after school and no actual plays are directed during this.

There is that crowd of people that I can see fitting in with, but like I said, two of the most popular people out of the small crowd I get the feeling think I am an idiot and have no sense of humor. They even think I'm retarded because I never tried speaking in front of them.

[Illusional]

Yes stupid shit can be fun sometimes! I've done stupid shit like 5 years ago.

i did stupid shit last night, and i'll do it again this friday when i'm drunk.


raverboy

[wxdrumsftw]

I did stupid shit today at summer camp, but definately not as stupid as my fellow classmates. And worse yet all of them are nerds/geeks, not the kind of people I'd hang out with!

[Gigabitch]

So you feel like a social pariah, but you scorn nerds and geeks?

[wxdrumsftw]

I may not have explained it right, lemme rephrase it. Summer camp takes place at my school, except it's not as much if not any school work. But all my friends are not doing it and the people in my homeroom/class are all weird, video game loving, geeks that make no sense and can even act like real pieces of shit. One of them flipped out over losing a game of chess and then claimed he wanted revenge by playing a different game. And he was 19. That's right! And the number of times useless info is spewed out is endless!

[Illusional]

so bring some liquor and you'll have a better and stupider time.

honestly though, i say f*ck it, if you hate them now, you'll only regret it later when they are your boss.


raverboy

[wxdrumsftw]

I don't hate the nerds with a passion, I just think they're extremely annoying. No big deal though. Even though my summer sucks.