How do I make a guy not feel guilty anymore and make him feel like he makes me happy?
I was dating a guy who I am still truly and deeply in love with and in the past I've been hurt a lot with him and cried a lot...but that's just the way I am. I over think and exaggerate things and most of the things that he did that hurt me weren't really that big of deal. I kind of demanded too much I guess and when I would hangout with him I would often make him seem like I wasn't happy to see him and that I was depressed and didn't want to have fun and etc... On Facebook I kept writing statuses about getting hurt and how i'm not being treated like I should be, and that he's not worthy and doesn't deserve me and etc...
He got fed up with the Facebook statuses and told me that it's really frustrating him how I keep writing negative statuses about him and I understand how he feels and I tried to stop doing that but then I made the big mistake of writing another really big and negative status about him and how he did this and that...
** I never actually used his name in the statuses.
He really got fed up with it and now months and months have passed and a lot has happened since then but it seems that ever since I wrote that big negative status it has really pushed him away and my mistakes is that not only did I continue writing them even after that one, I never said sorry about it.... This isn't exactly the reason why he wanted to move on from me, but I know that it's one of them. I realize that I made him feel really guilty and that he doesn't make me happy, but really he's the ONLY guy than can make me happy and I just want to turn everything around and make him feel like I messed up and that it's my fault. I don't want him to feel guilty anymore, I just want him to feel like that he can be happy around me. When I brought up about being in relationship again he always said "I don't want to hurt you anymore" ........How can I make him feel like he's not hurting me? What should I do and say to him?
Thank you for the help