oh god, feel like shit, fee like smashing something, angry, hate, sadness so many mixed feelings, feel like drinking myself to death but then I don't feel like drinking.
she was a idiot anyway but I still have feelings for that stupid ****ing whore. even i was thinking about contacting her see how she's doing................ broke up for like a month and half and she already moved on? after nearly five ****ing years?
she cheated on me with her ex, I found a used condom in her bin, she had dodgy numbers in her other phone, she ****ed some 40 year old man (she was 22 at the time) just because we had a argument, she attacked me a few times, scratched my face, threw iron and a mirror at me, and other shit ...............
ahhhh i dont know
please help, my head is about to explode