I'm curious as to what you guys are usually thinking when your out. Like, when your out at stores like Wal-mart, grocery stores, mall etc. What are you usually thinking about? Are you thinking about meeting girls? I always read in dating advice articles that a place to meet guys is in line at stores like Wal-mart. I always go to Wal-mart and I'll be waiting in line and there'll be a cute guy by himself and guys don't seem to be interested.
I never go out with friends because I lost touch with them due to being homeschooled. Which means, I never go to social functions. I just thought I'd be approached by now but that's not the case. I've been thinking here lately about this one time when I was with some friends and we were at a local race track watching cars race. There were guys my age there and at the time I wasn't focused on guys and being asked out. I am now focused on guys and was thinking back to all the times when I did go out and am feeling ultra ugly and I don't understand why dirty and ugly girls get the guys but I don't. I am not dirty thats for sure!
I've had a super cute guy stand behind me really close at a pop machine recently at this building in my apartment complex. My little sister was with me but it was just this cute guy, my little sister and me. It was quiet in the building and I was having some difficulty getting my change out of the coin slot. I was wonderig why instances like that, guys never talk or ask me out.
I feel ugly and undesirable being I've never been asked out. I know I'm ugly cause if I weren't guys would be approaching and guys only approach girls that are attractive to them. Advice is needed!