Hi,
So I have been dating my girlfriend for roughly a year now...but on and off since college (roughly 10 yrs). We are 30 years old.
When we first got back together the sex was fine, not a ton...but often enough that it was normal and I didnt have any issues with it. I absolutely love her and she does me. We discuss marriage alot and are planning our life together already, to the point she almost pressures me to "start thinking about next steps more". Everything outside of the sex is amazing. She is my best friend, enjoy eachothers company, we find eachother very attractive, we have an amazing time together, love one another/eachothers families, have the same aspirations, goals are inline, etc. Everything is seriously great but the only thing stopping me from proposing tomorrow is seriously the lack of sex. I can honestly say if we had a normal sex life I would marry her tomorrow.
Well the past several months we stopped having sex regularly (its been since Valentines day...and before that atleast a month). Definitely not by my hand, as I still try and mess around but everytime we get close she is "too tired" or "its that time of the month" (even though we have done it during this time several times in the past with zero issues) or simply is not in the mood. I finally confronted her about this and explained that its really hard to keep getting shut down all the time and that I have needs that are not being satisfied. I tried to be as tactful and sincere as possible and how or what I could do to help improve the situation. She explained that she has absolutely zero sex drive now and it may be partly because of a medication called Spironolactone. After some research it appears a side effect common in women is loss of sex drive.
I asked her if she would consider using another medication for acne (which is why she said she takes it) as this could be one step closer to helping us figure this out. She explained that this medication took her forever to find after trying a ton of things and that she really isnt willing to quit it as the "depression she would get from breaking out on her face would definitely make her not want to have sex even more than now anyway". The hard part is...is that she is absolutely acne free and has almost perfect skin! She tends to be more on the hypochondriac side and thinks things are far worse than they are so I get this but she swears up and down she needs this medicine to keep a clear face and her happiness.
My problem here is that I feel like she is choosing a medicine over me...and the fact she is not willing to try something else or stop taking this for just a short time to atleast see if this is the problem sucks. If the tables were turned and I was taking a medication that was wrecking a portion of her life in someway (such as sex life, or maybe it made me angry all the time, etc) she would defintely want me to quit and I would in a heartbeat. She also mentioned that i can look forward to having children with her because then we will have to be "trying" (having sex) alot and she cannot take the medicine during this time anyway. But this pisses me off because like any man...I dont want to get to look forward to sex with my wife only when its time to procreate!!!! I want to have sex with the only person I can have sex with (morally anyway) because I love her and think its important.
PLEASE HELP! Any suggestions on how to discuss this with her, arrive at a compromise or reasons on why this may be happening would be greatly appreciated.
THANK YOU SO MUCH