So i have been broken up from my boyfriend for a while. Dont feel as devastated anymore, i still love him and miss him everyday.. But i feel i am handling losing him.
What is really getting me down, is feeling so alone all the time. I am probably not going to find a new relationship for a long time and i still havnt gotten used to the idea of being alone.
I feel scared in my bed alone, i feel BORED at home alone, i feel on the verge of tears all the time because i feel so lonely. Its like i feel terribly sorry for myself and its extremely annoying. lol
Last night, i slept with someone. Feeling someone touch me like that made me happier than i had in a long time. Just a kiss on my forehead made me warm inside.. i felt loved.
Today i realise that it most likely isnt going to be anything, and i just feel sad again. I cant shake this loneliness.
I just wanted to ramble to someone really.. But if anyone has any advice.. It would be appreciated. Thanks