I developed a crush on my boss last year. I'm not sure why. It came out of nowhere. I was married at the time (marriage has ended now for other reasons). I cannot get over this man. I get angry at myself for feeling this way when I don't want to feel like this anymore. For some reason I just can't forget him. We work very closely together so it makes it very hard.
I don't know how to read him. He confuses me. Last year he was very friendly with me and wanted to go for coffee and stuff and to socialise. I thought if anything we could just be friends as I was married at the time but going through some bad times. I found him easy to talk to and looked at him as a mentor almost.
One day he just stopped wanting to socialise. He was still polite to me at work but that was it. I have been extremely paranoid about what went wrong since. I keep blaming myself and that maybe I acted strangely or he thinks I'm weird I'm not sure. The truth was I just liked talking to him and enjoyed his company.
I don't understand why I feel like this. Even though I'm now single he still isn't interested in me. He is definately single as well as he told me he doesn't do relationships. We spend a lot of time together and quite often people think we are a couple or would make a good couple.
Help me get over this guy!