This life of mine

[Hammer Of Dawn]

I'm 24, will soon reach 25. I'm a creative person - designer. I have dreams, and goals in my life. But the more I try the more I fall down. Everyone around me is on a winning streak. I just can't get over the money and personal problems....lack of love...lack of joy....lack of adventure and so on.

[Gigabitch]

Well, I can't help with the money, but what are the problems? Want to talk about it?

[Wallace Stevens]

It sounds like you're in a rut. I feel the same way, only in a different field. We would like to help you, but this post sounds more confessional than geared toward obtaining help.

[Raze]

I feel the same.

[vashti]

This is common for your age. I think you need to set some goals, and then break them down into tiny, measureable baby steps.

[Hammer Of Dawn]

Hey again.

Was writing that post when I was @ work. So I couldn't express my self.

I have major problems at my job. I'm 90% sure I will lose it soon (get fired). My superiors at work have me in crosshairs, the whole company is one big mess. I'm a graphic designer, I have some freelance work in progress but that doesn't assure me a regular income. I live on my own , I have rent to pay, my car broke up, my paycheck will be small for this month. I have goals in my life that I have to spill my guts just to approach them little while people around me get things by pure luck!. I've been on a loosing streak for ages now. And I just hope I'll get out of it soon.

[Gigabitch]

You know what- I see jobs posted for graphic designers all the time. Maybe you should start looking- it's better to quit than be fired (but have another job first).

[Hammer Of Dawn]

I'm dooin it like crazy...

[Junket]

[Hammer Of Dawn]

Cogs for life!

[boobaa]

I know a guy who is on a job he cannot do, got there with pure luck, he just manages it by calling into another company and reading manuals. Fixing computer problems. Most of the time he does absolutely nothing. Has lots of money, is provided with 5 room apartment spread out in two storeys, he doesn't have to pay rent, spent shitloads of money on his birthday, just drinking.

I am like... how is that possible?