i've always been unsure 'bout my relationship, always thinkin that he's going to leave me someday... don't ask me why, i just get that idea once 'bout every week. i've just recovered from my depression and nearly commited suicide last time, but he helped me out (thank god...) but whenever i think too much, i kinda feel down and he feels that he's responsible to make me happy. now, i get the feeling that he's tired of everythg... but i can't really stop thinking bad things, can i? i mean, i'm me... i can't change much... can i?