hey guys,
feeling a little despondent and confused at the moment.
Its day 5 of my break-up with a guy Ive been with for a year. Im feeling a okay with it and keep reminding myself that i will be okay, Ive got travel plans to look forward to and really dont need him.
Its just, the situation why we broke up was because for the 6th time in our relationship, I caught him texting a girl he used to be with, someone I had asked him weeks ago to not be in contact with. Earlier this year I was in Sydney working when i found out he had been messaging a girl saying "i dont have a gf - when do you want to catch up?" which severly put us on the rocks.
I got over it because I wanted to be with him, but this other girl has always been looming around. I asked him to not be in contact with her, he promised and deleted her number. The next week I saw her name in his recently send messages and he feebly explained "it must be a phone mistake..." ... then this weekend I saw in his phone a bunch of messages from someone called "scotty" who I called (because he doesnt know a scotty) and it was her. Needless to say I was devastated and called it off then and there. The girl used to date him and all of her messages were "hey baby, out tonight, wish you were with me..." etc.
However, our relationship was one where we spent 24/7 together whcih makes me wonder if he even ever had time to physically cheat on me?
I would always feel like I was watching my back for her, and the relief I feel now - knowing I dont have to watch out for her, is immense. But I do miss him, hes my best friend and someone I love... but how can you bring yourself to trust a person like that?
All my close mates hate him and do not want to know him now because of what he has done to me - what do I do? I need an unbiased opinion, was it worth the breakup??