New years eve struggles.

[michaelarwas]

Just wondered if anyone else is realling struggling tonight, especially with the idea that this is the start of the new year without their love?

[boobaa]

YES!!!!

****ing sucks. She is off partying.

[michaelarwas]

im stuck in bed with tonsillitis, would have been out in london. Still at least she is in france with her family, could be worse.

[alwayslearning]

I am struggling. I am going out with someone as friends this evening to stay busy, but my heart is very sad tonight. I am choosing to believe that everything will work out in the end no matter how hard it is right now. We just need to give each other support and get through it.
God Bless!

[boobaa]

Oh, so you still own her and its another story then...

[michaelarwas]

what do you mean?

[boobaa]

You still have your girl, you are apart due to other circumstances.

[michaelarwas]

no i dont have her. she broke up with me 3 weeks ago. Spoke to her yesterday. Mistake- makes me miss her more. I wish i still had her!

[MetalPhoenix]

Just wondered if anyone else is realling struggling tonight, especially with the idea that this is the start of the new year without their love?

Yeah...me.

Thought of her kissing her boyfriend. Unfortunatly that boyfriend is not me.

[rosemary]

i know he is sad and lonely but his mistake made me cant come back like before. i also feel the length of time with out him, every thing around me to be empty

[stevejohnson197]

a year ago at this time i was in Hawaii with the love of my life who broke my heart 5 months later. im struggling so bad tonight its not even funny.

its REAL bad

[w3llborn]

OH YEA im am struggling too. especially because we planned to go to a party together like a week before she broke up with me. i am stuck at home and she is out drinking with her firends and her new bf. it sucks that i cant get her out of my head, but i am obviously way out of hers...oh well, 2010 better bring better things for me and everyone else on this forum. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

[lhn]

OH YEA im am struggling too. especially because we planned to go to a party together like a week before she broke up with me. i am stuck at home and she is out drinking with her firends and her new bf. it sucks that i cant get her out of my head, but i am obviously way out of hers...oh well, 2010 better bring better things for me and everyone else on this forum. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Exact same

[Pure Poison]

Well I went out tonight to this one event which my friend was supposed to go with me to too, but the bitch bailed so that kind of pissed me off earlier in the day. Then the night didn't end up being so bad..until I had a drink and got a bit tipsy and started to randomly, for some hella odd reason, think about the jerk. I think it was because it was 12 for him at my 9. It made me sad for a bit because I was so sure he was out somewhere partying it up and drinking/hooking up with some slut. I just started to think about it and it hurt.

I think what struck it to hurt more was because he called recently and like others, I started to miss him more after that. I still enjoyed my time and tried to ignore the feelings and party away.

[lhn]

I Spent my evening confirming to myself that I will not allow next year to be like this. No way. I'm gunna start this year how I mean to go on and will try my hardest to revitalize myself.
I've got new life goals and have decided on a career which involves going to university.

No way am I not gunna learn from this misery. I'm a different person now and will make damn sure that my next relationship will be so much better.