Good Morning,
I been dating my girlfriend for about a year and half. Things were great until last Christmas where she broke up with me because she had a crush on some other guy. Couple days after that she tried to do something with him, she kissed him and stuff but she said it wasn't right(which from my point of view is it didn't work out for her) and came back to me. At first I said no but eventually we got back together.
Then 5 months passed, things were great again until both of our schedule got in conflict making us a little apart. On top of that she developed a crush with a guy she work with, kissed and told me a week after. I of course tried to break up but somehow got back into the relationship.
It has been 2 months since she kissed the last guy.
However since she kissed the last guy I feel very distant from her, she is not quite the same person. Before she used to be very close to me, talk about how she is feeling, when things were wrong I was the first one she came to and we were very intimate. But now if I don't try to talk to her she will only contact me every 3 days or so, she completely gave up on our sex life. When we go out she doesn't like to hold hands anymore, doesn't like cuddling with me as much, only once in a blue moon. On top of that she is now friends with the guys she kissed and she work with them which bothers me a lot. On top of that I saw some pictures of her in the last party she went(I couldn't had to work in at 3 am) that showed her getting "engaged" with some other guy. In a couple the picture it seemed they really were together and some really pissed me off. I told her how I feel and she got pissed.
I tried to make things how they were before but she doesn't want to, she wants to stay the same.And I don't know what to do.When I try to break up with her, she start crying and doesn't stop.Then for the next day or so she becomes that person that I once fell in love with which makes things even harder.
Am I just a stupid **** for staying in this relationship that should have ended a long time ago?