Hi, i know I'm new here and I'll post an intro later, but im in desperate need of some advice from some maybe more experienced than me with relationships. I'm 15 years old and I've only ever had 2 girlfriends, they were simple and nothing much happened. Lately I've been seeing this girl who I met at a party last holidays (im aussie). The thing is though, is that she's at boarding school for the year and only comes back for visiting weeks and holidays. We caught up a few times on the holidays and then she made it seem like she didnt want to see me at all (stopped texting, told me she will call me if she wants to catch up and said to mutual friends that she was over me). So the end of the holidays come, and she starts calling me saying she does like me and she wanted to catch up before she goes back to boarding school. She cancels twice at the last moment and goes to this party that night where she gets with 4 different guys. At this point im pretty pissed, i didnt want to talk to her or anything.
Right before she left she calls me saying how sorry she was and how she felt so bad for ****ing things up with me and I'm the kind of guy who cant say no when a girl is being nice to me.. :/ So for about 5 weeks she wrote me letters and i wrote back. Now, she's back home for a visiting week. She's said she can 'probably' catch up but she's not making any promises. She's extremely vague in whatever she says about meeting me. When i've said to her, "if you dont want to catch up just say it" shes told me how she does like me in that way and really wants to see me but just cant. (she says because of her parents).
So is this girl messing around with me or what? I really want it to be one way or the other and not to be left with vague texts and letters she gives to me.
Any advice? thanks.