About three weeks ago i started talking to this girl that i have known for a while in school.
We talked a little before that, but nothing serious, just a friendly "hey".
Anyway three weeks ago on my best friends birthday she ended up being there. There was only a total of 10 people so it wasn't a big crowd.
We went from place to place in three different cars having a good time.
After we left the first place i got this text message, not knowing who it was i asked and it was this girl.
She told me how she loved my style, but at the moment i was told that she had a boyfriend so i thought she just wanted to be friends.
Over the school week, we texted in school, and hung out after school with 3 other people regularly, and i thought this was a start of a good friendship.
Over that weekend she made the first move by telling me she had feelings for me, and always though that i was cute, ever since last year.
I was happy because i thought she was cute and maybe we can have a good relationship.
The second week went by of her picking me up everyday in the morning to study before school, and chilling a after school. We were always texting eachother, which i dont mind.
Then on the weekend of the second week, her and i slept over one of her friends houses, we got pretty intimate cuddling, holding hands, kissing, i had a really good time and i started to fall for her.
Now the third week i dont know whats wrong, or what to do.
I told her i wanted a relationship, but she told me about how she had a 1 year relationship which left her heart broken.
I'v been trying to prove to her that im a good guy, and i wont do anything to break her heart, because i honestly know inside that i wont.
I have never felt this way about a girl before.. but for the past two days shes been telling me she just wants to be friends, but once we graduate from high school later this year, there MAYBE a chance for us.
I told her i would wait for her, because theres no other girl i want more..
I dont know what to tell her, im afraid she will stop having feelings for me since the end of the year is so far.
She gave me a ride home today, i asked her to hang out but she said no. Usually she would have said yes because we went literally 2 weeks straight of seeing eachother. Before i left she gave me a kiss, which just made me even more confused.
I thought this whole thing was a way to let me down easy, but after the kiss i don't know what she wants.
I know its only been 3 weeks, but i'v never felt this way about a girl before, although im young, i just know when something feels right.
What do you guys think she wants, maybe a friends with benefits until the end of the year where we can have a relationship? Or is she trying to let me down easy by telling me we might have a chance, but we actually wont?
I remember yesterday she sent me this cute note saying " i miss you", today i texted her saying i miss you, and i still havent gotten a message back. Its just killing me inside.
Also how could i prove to her i will not break her heart? How can i earn her trust?
Sorry for the essay but any help would be highly appreciated.