I posted this in kissing and flirt forum, maybe wron place so Ill try this out. Thanks in advance for help.

Girl i went to class with in HS(2years ago). We didnt talk anything before the last year when she suddenly started to chat with me on msn(it was like 2 months left of school). We just talked and she said if u get an A on the test ill buy u a dinner. I got it and she had set a date we was going to eat, she flaked and flaked 3 times total over the course of 3 months. By the three months I was going to the army so the dinner never happend and I didnt bother talking to her. So 2 months in the army I just tought Id say hi(on msn) and she invited me to this Halloween party, I had no idea she still liked me/wanted to fuk. So at the party she got me really drunk, and we made out and I got too drunk so I vomited fail, so nothing happend. So 2 months later it was christmas, and I asked her to hang out and she flaked so I didnt bother at all(later found out she was dating other guy). On new years eve she said, "If i call and cry, wil u talk with me"(u know pet her, and feel sorry for her o/w ever) And I was like oh shit friendzoned. So i didnt bother again. 3 months later she mentioned that she still owed me a dinner and it got akward and never happend.

1 year has past

I met one of her friends at the mall and we talked. And when I came home she chatted me on msn asking what I was doing(her friend must have told what i was doing etc.) we hadnt spoken in a real long time. So she was obviously interested in what I was doing etc.
This is strange, we havent seen eachother IRL more than 5 times or so over the course of 1,7 years. I think she wants to be either friends or sex me(she knows im virgin, circumsised). What I think killed it was that at the time she got interested in me she asked sooo much bout me, than when we saw eachother I didnt know what to say, so there was always those akward moments+ im socially akward wih chicks around. Those few times we have talked shee has put in hint that we should dom something toghter, but it always gets akward(oooomg).

So present time, three days ago I just wanted to say hi(on msn) and she said shes coming to a place near where I live to do some horse riding, and I was like "nice, ill drive by to say hello"(nothing special, just say hi). And she goes like" jesus, NO! dont come, but we can do something else funny togheter tho : D" and i reply, okay lets head out to grab a kebab" and she say, "uugh ive eaten to many of those" Then I felt she kinda flaked off, so i havent bothered asking her anything. She went horse riding today, so I can still saysomething like "so when are we going to do ______(funny etc)?. She just got single ive heard, shes prolly monkey branching or using that singletime to sex me. Im pretty sure she is attracted to me(i will say my facial aesthetics are pretty good, and my body is oretty fit). She likes my random FB staus things aswell.
She is not super hot, but im attracted to her(6/10) and shes really kind, but she is really into sex and likes to explore, so i think she wants to try the cut dik, and have my v-card I have seen her previous BFs and they arent super hot(no homo), and will define my self a very goof looking(not to sound like an assshole). What I mean, is that she is atleast attracted to my looks, and want to sex it. or maybe just be friends, but that would seem strange since we havent done much togheter.

So for all I know she might not have best self confidence and she found out she could have me(at least sleep with me) so she will maybe pursue me even after all this time, I mean shes the one to contact me all the time, almost. I am akward around girls, and thats my main problem. When i saw her IRL befor, i didnt know what to say etc, so it got akward.

But what are ur tought bout this girl? If I was a girl I would prolly given up being friends/have sex etc. with a guy who dosent show any interest over 2 years. Im not avoiding her, its just i felt i ****ed up every chance with er, and she had BFs inbetween.