Relationship advice... or something I don't really know what Im asking.
Hello people. I'm very new here and don't look for advice often but I'm having some issues that I just can't really ignore.
I'll start by saying im madly in love with a girl and I believe she feels the same when we are together it's indiscribeable, it really is but... there's something thats happens a lot that I can't ignore and pretend it hasn't wounded it me very deeply infact it feels like my opinion of her has just been shattered.
Trust - Oh how important it is in a relationship
I'm out with the girl I love and loves me having a meal... A waiter comes by to take our order. Then leaves.
Girlfriend - "OMG Hes so HOT!... Sorry I just cant help my self"
Me - No response
Girlfriend - "Sorry"
Me - "its alright"
I can't pretend that this hasn't hurt me and that everthing is ok... I confronted her yesturday about it but It doesn't help.
I have this thing floating around in my head and I can't sleep... If shes like this around me, what is she like when Im not around?
I don't know what to do. From were im standing it seems like a lose lose situation for me.
What do you guys think?
I'm not sure if I trust her anymore.
Or am I being insane to think that if you say your with the love of your life that you don't do these things?... I don't know, nothing makes any sense