I'm Falling Apart

[JennJustSaying]

i have been in love for real only twice in my life. my first real love died of cancer. that was almost five years ago. the second guy i ever fell really in love with, justbroke up with me yesterday. some people would think im acting stupid. but what they don't understand is that i feel like my world is falling apart. he's the love of my life, and i wanted to be with him forever. but now, i'm not, and its tearing me apart. on top of that, i think i may be pregnant. what if i am? i don't want to raise a child alone. i have no idea what to do. on the outside, it seems normal, but if you really get inside my head, you'd see how bad i am taking it. i cant eat. i cant sleep. i am always tired. i just want to quit school. i don't know what to do to make the pain go away. it's just there. eating my soul, from the inside out.

[vashti]

I think losing your first love to cancer may make you inclined to be extra clingy with subsequent lovers, and blow the loss of a relationship out of proportion. Have you had therapy?

[JennJustSaying]

it has been five yearssince he died. i've grown since then. I don't let that affect my not-so-current relationship. what makes me feel so hurt, is because he wont even tell me why. i think it is because we think i may be pregnant... ):

[sexyme4u]

dont take your whole world down, you born in this world for the reason and the fate of love leads you to this. aches are normal find a ways to overcome that.

[sookie6]

can you at least confirm whether you're pregnant?

[Mathias]

it has been five yearssince he died. i've grown since then. I don't let that affect my not-so-current relationship. what makes me feel so hurt, is because he wont even tell me why. i think it is because we think i may be pregnant... ):

Take a pregnancy test.

If you're pregnant, get child support money. If you're not, move on.

[Corgan]

it has been five yearssince he died. i've grown since then. I don't let that affect my not-so-current relationship. what makes me feel so hurt, is because he wont even tell me why. i think it is because we think i may be pregnant... ):

Well, first of all, if he's going to leave you because he thinks you are pregnant...he is an asshole. So, do you really want to be with a guy who leave you high and dry with a child? What kind of man is that? So, you're better off without him. I know if sucks now, but you will get past it. Figure out if you're pregnant and make the right choice for yourself regarding the baby. If you can't raise a child on your own, don't. If you thinking having his baby will bring you back, it wont.

[robert allen]

how old are you?