Dear freinds,

I've been with this girl for 1 year and we've had our ups and downs she has lied to me alot during the first 5 months i had a feeling that she didn't take me that seriously untill i told my parents about marrying her in which case she felt bad and had to tell me everything before we could progress it felt like shit walking through hell. but i managed to get over it, i started to become more controlling beacuse of what she had been doing and obvsly suspicious.

OK, all along i just had feelings that she was doing something even if she swore on the most precious thing to her i just wanted seriousness in my life i though i found the right person but i guess i didn't.

Couple of days ago she started switching her phone off all day long and only contacting me to see if im ok.

Recently she came out with that we just can't be in a relationship anymore and i just had to let go im trying to forget her trying to do new things but i just can't take going back on social networking sites, BB ect.. beacuse if i saw her profile i would be aching she wants to move on by the time of her birthday and even when she promised life with me

I mean my question to you is would i find somebody better i want to give it a break until i start going in to college in another city i mean would i find someone :surprise: just feel so alone but at the same time i feel free

Thank you people love you all