I've been with the same person almost 6 years now, lived together 5 of them. We've always had a great relationship but recently I've had thoughts of dating other people. A little background to that: I use to weigh 300lbs and have gone through a lot of changes in my life and am now at 185. I met her after I started losing weight. Another thing, she is technically my only relationship. I dated one girl before but that didn't last long. She on the other hand, had been with 7 guys before me which I am totally fine with.
After a lot of thinking and analysis(sorry I'm a science nerd), I came up with a few reasons for these thoughts I am having. First of all, the weightloss. Before that I had no confidence and didn't think much of myself. That hasn't changed much but now women do seem to be actually attracted to me. Secondly, the lack of "experiences". I feel like I missed out on the dating scene due to my lack of confidence earlier in life along with the lack of interest from ANY woman lol. Not only that, I never really had any type of friendly relationship with any woman so I feel like I missed out on that part. Not necessarily the physical part, but more on the emotional side.
I talked to her about it and she kinda understands where I am coming from. I am kinda on the fence on what to do. I kinda want to ask for time off but it just seems like I am being selfish and wanting her to wait for me while I go out and date others... These thoughts have brought major sadness to my life as I do not want to hurt her, but I am just not that happy right now. Not sure if others can share similar experiences? Or offer any advice...