Originally Posted by
Maple1714
Blah...why argue about this? You both will never agree.
A lot of people cheat! A lot! I am always surprised sometimes at the ones that end up cheating. There really is nothing wrong at all in wanting to kiss someone else or F*** them...the lying is what's wrong. The way our world is set up (in most christian based/western cultures) monogamy rules...that is what's ingrained in our brains from birth. This is what we are conditioned to do. And it's a damn hard commitment to uphold! So, people feel their only way to experience a connection with someone else outside their main union is to cheat. When people confess any lie, they almost always try and downplay what they lied about...that's just human nature.
This poster has a hard situation at hand. He loves this girl...probably his first love. She being just 21 is naturally curious about who else is out there and curious about what it would be like to be with someone else physically. I doubt she f-ed the other dude, but it's true a kiss, an emotional affair, sex...it's all the same. This incident was a sign of uncertainty on the girls part. She should be forgiven, but she needs to be more honest about why she felt the urge to kiss the other dude. It's hardest to be honest with ourselves. What she did isn't a big deal in my opinion...it was natural. The big deal here is that the OP now knows she is uncertain and curious, and he has to decided to walk away or not. These 2 young people have just been presented with their first real lesson in romantic relationships!
Many good points here. I agree, what she said that she did isn't a big deal. Her apology seemed extreme for the circumstances, which could either mean that she is feeling an extreme amount of guilt about this and/or that she is downplaying what she really did. Nobody in this thread has enough information to know what really happened, including the OP.
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