I Messed up really bad.. too late but i dont want to lose

[HarryN]

i dont know what to say and what not..
there has been jealousy and break up
i messed it by being the grumpy one
i had my problems i solved it
she gets the best of me
now she is happy in real
she likes a guy and that guy likes her
its a really long distance relationship btw us
but not for them, its a recent thing btw them
ive went away from her time to time so i wont be mad, upset or fight with her
ive even tried to move on, tried to do lots of work before this guy came in equation,
so i can focus on better things and be happy
but the more and more i kept leaving
the more she stopped loving me which made me upset n mad
i gave paras of explaining my reason and how much i love in calmest way still..
thing is im willing to do hell lotta stuff for her
i might even take a bullet that silly and deep in love im in with her
we might not even end up in real yet im ready to take every possibility available, ready to wait too
its just stupid i know, thats how much i love her and even how much i try i cant think of any other girl as well
but then later with her its like she doesnt want me anymore and she aint the same, wont even care much
maybe its my fault, i guess it is but then
what shall i do? if i leave i still think about her every moment even in my work
please help and give a sollution, thanks

[Rowen]

Already replied to this on another forum.

[Tug]

Sorry Harry but she's gone. You need to take care of you now

[michelle23]

Long distance isnt worth it. Move on

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[HarryN]

i hope it works, even though i am certain i would still keep thinking about her
as ive already told i have tried that earlier to walk away for a long period of time
but didnt helped :/

[Rowen]

Obviously, you didn't try hard enough if it didn't work.

[HarryN]

i did everything i could..
made her block me, deleted everything, indulged myself into my work n all possible stuff
yet it happened, cant stop it thats why im asking for help

[smackie9]

Love will make you desperate but over time those feeling will wear off, and you will be able to think clearly. You are making the right steps to delete all contact. You just need to keep busy, ask friends to take you out for some fun, and see the night life that you have been missing. We all have to heal, and you will too.