It seems like such a fickle complaint, 'being interrupted', and I take great pains not to interrupt anyone, including my boyfriend, when they're speaking, and I do get upset when people interrupt me. I think part of it is my upbringing, which wasn't stiff by any means, but my parents were insistent on good manners and that means waiting patiently for the person to finish speaking i.e. not being annoying. I also want people to know that I am listening to them, and I do try my hardest to bear my thoughts or questions in mind, and then bring them up when they're finished. I'm certainly no expert on this, but I try.
By his own admittance, I. is an interruptor. He does this for 2 different reasons: 1) because he just can't wait to ask questions (says he'll forget otherwise). Micro details matter to him and he wants to know the whos and wheres and whys. 2) his mind has wandered off and if he doesn't point out that person/thing going past or going on right now, it'll be lost forever.
Sometimes when I'm speaking he wanders around, doing other things, and although he can usually prove he's listening be repeating back to me what I've just said, I've told him that I just want to feel like he's only concentrating on me. All to frequently though, he interrupts, then goes off to talk about something else, and FORGETS to return his ears to me!
The logical side of me thinks, ok, I can take a pause to answer that question, or okay, I understand that when I'm speaking there is something that he might need to point out, but I just don't find some of his questions relevant to what I'm talking about, or I resent the fact that he's completely changed the conversation. I think, perhaps if he just let me finish, he'd hear me address that exact thing he wants to know, or realise that I'm just about finished.
My problem is, I am very expressive and intense when I speak, and if I am sharing an anecdote or I am reciting a conversation I might have had, I sometimes like to kind of act it out, maybe put on their accent, do some physical gestures something like that. Sometimes what I'm talking about might be very important to me, or has being emotional for me- either very upsetting or very exciting, and his interruption just knocks me for six. I feel instantly deflated and just stubbornly refuse to continue after I throw him that look that says "you did it again!!" He gets mad at me because I won't continue on the 'story', but I just feel like I can't. I can't just perk up to the emotional level I was at before, because I think what I've said must've been so boring to him, and I feel like a fool.
Yes, you could say I want an audience, but often, I just want to feel safe in the knowledge that he is giving me attention in my time of need. I feel like I'm sharing something personal with him, and he owes me the courtesy of holding his tongue for just a minute.
I have told him in the past that this isn't something I'm willing to let go, and it's basic manners. He's told me in the past that he will to change this about himself. But, it's just in his nature. He also says that he doesn't think interrupting anyone is a big deal, and balks when I say "most people don't like being interrupted". Is he kidding himself, or just being defensive? Sometimes I think he is oblivious to social norms!
I'm not really asking, who is wrong, who is right, but realise we need to compromise on this somehow. What can we do to resolve this? How can I let it upset me less?
TL;DR: should I let my boyfriend interrupt me when I'm speaking? What to do when two stubborn people insist they're not asking for much? Any magic words to diffuse the situation?