I have been in love with a guy for the last 4 years. He is what I considered my boyfriend. He was over at my place recently and I found he had Tinder on his phone. I was very shocked to see that. I stepped away from him for like 30 seconds during which he deleted the application so that I could not see what he had been up to. After this incident, he told me that he doesn't consider that we have been in a relationship. He will not address any of my questions regarding Tinder or cheating.
He continues to give me gifts such as for my birthday which came after this incident. I am heartbroken. I feel like I'm going crazy trying to keep a relationship and a friendship going with him. Over these last years, I devoted a lot of my time developing a relationship with him. It feels that I do not have any other friends in the city besides him. FYI I moved here for a job. On top of that, I recently also got laid off work. So, I find myself constantly thinking about him and we continue to text and talk. He wants to come over to meet me but as friends.
I need help, advice and how to move on.