Hi,
I've been really, really, really close friends with this girl for ages, and until recently I didn't think of her in any other way than as a really close friend. But..... we went to dinner last week, just the two of us, and things started to escalate..... whilst walking her to her car, she kissed me. Not as in an affectionate goodnight kiss, I'm not misreading this, a much more passionate full on one. I told her that I needed some time to think, but would see her soon.
The thing is, I don't know how I feel.
Obviously I love her very much, she means a lot to me. And, when she kissed me, I didn't not enjoy it.
But then, I've never considered her anything more than a friend till now. My track record isn't great either, I have a tendency to screw up relationships (mainly because my job gets in the way). So, if I were to go out with her, and we split up, I couldn't face losing her as a friend.
What do ya think? I'd be very grateful for any suggestions