Okay I will post here if the 'no contact' part gets hard.. I'll try to stick with it for 3 weeks. I know he really loved me because all his friends and even his parents told me he never treated any other girl like me. That's what makes it even harder. He is being stubborn, he told me that himself. He got hurt in the past by his ex, and he doesn't want that again. He always said how perfect I was for him, that he loved me so much! That he wants his future with me, we even talked about living together in the futureAll his friends told me how much he loved me... How he never talked about any girl like about me. He had a rough past, almost died in an accident, lost people because of that, even almost his parents.. And he says he can't be with someone who hurt him, that he's so afraid... But I know he still loves me. It's hard.