You need a new hobby, one that helps you make some new friends. What do you currently do for fun?
Good decisions come from experience. Experience comes from bad decisions.
You are not the only one in that situation most people around you feel the same way, they just don't show it. But there is really no mystery to it. Just take it easy and take it slow. Start with trying to talk to every day people you see and don't strangle yourself with expectations. After a while (don't expect anything quick) you will eventually find the right people. It will be a long road, but that's okay that's how it should be. Just be patient.
Don't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
~Born to Live - Mavrik~
want so share your drugs with me?? and if you pay me enough, i'll plug your asshole for you.
raverboy
...this is just my perspective on the situation...
Screw this
tee hee hee.
raverboy
...this is just my perspective on the situation...
People who usually claim that they are going to commit suicide, are the ones who dont.
Stop being pathetic on yourself. You have every tool to turn this around, and you know it. You are simply making a choice to perceive everything in this negative manner. Stop being an idiot and start perceiving everything in a positive manner, where you can actually learn something about you and the situation you were given.
Illusional, that was uncalled for. You can see the guy is in distress.
Don't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
~Born to Live - Mavrik~
Apparently you guys have never worked a suicide help line...
This is text book....
Seriously dude, think about your life in fractions. How old are you now? What percentage of your life have you lived? Your posting on these forums for the attention because you are crying out for it. Attempting suicide is not the best way to get that attention. Talk to whoever you are trying to get attention from, you'd be surprised at how well people actually listen when you talk seriously and calmly.
Women... They smell nice but they are soul murderers. - William Murderface
I am younger than you and I will tell you now that you are still a teenager.
You are young & vibrant. You should be going out and having fun, not getting
ready to commit. Most teenagers look at the world from a quite dark, depressing
perspective. Believe me, I know. I used to do silly thin (not prostitution) when I felt
useless and unloved. But you have your whole life ahead of you to be worrying about a woman.
Also I would NOT sink as low as prostitution even though you have done it already it was not a good move
you are 19 for crying out loud. 19! Prostitution is not something you should be considering. It's for people
who are very very desperate for sex and money of course. Why don't you try some energy drinks (not drugs)
and go out clubbing where you will meet young and lively souls like yourself and just dance and let the music fill your soul
you don't need to meet a woman. You can meet friends there and maybe pretty girls who would take a chance on you.
It's all about having fun at your age. My advice is to not do drugs or engage in self harm. You seem in a very depressed
state at the moment as others have said. Try going to a therapist who will give you advice on how you should deal with your
feelings and if you are depressed let a doctor perscribe anti - depressants. But seriously, I've done some silly things before
I'll admit and I will tell you now there is no reason to be depressed at your age. Writing is also an ideal way to express emotions
rather than self harm how most teenagers deal with dull moments in their lives. I find writing always helps, being the creative girl
myself. But one thing you should really take from this too. There are 6 billion people in the world. I repeat 6 billion and just so
you get it fully 6 billion! Now you tell me that no one out of that six billion would ever look at you and find you attractive.
Look beyond imperfections and all that, at least you are sweet you can put that to use somewhere. Even charity work.
This world is a cruel place and is clouded with hatred and guns and war but there is still good in the world you just gotta
look for it instead of losing hope.
Good luck, deepest sympathies to how you are feeling
Sapphire x
...this is just my perspective on the situation...
I think this boy was crying for help.
I hope he didn't do anything drastic cuz we all know he'll just be making other peoples lives miserable (like his parents).
Wow, I AM younger than him and I think some of his replies to our assistance are plain silly